This is my original work i have created and written Title(s): Just drown/Don't drown. If you are unable to read the text, then it's written out below it :)

Just Drown

I will scream, and scream and scream
until i rip out my throat

I will cut through my veins so deep i'll get to my soul

I will swallow enough pills to drown in my own thoughts

Will you be there to save me from myself?

Will you come like you always promised to..?

Or will you prove that your words were as hollow as mine?

You were my love once, but you've turned into my darkest fears

I lost you, the same way i lost my heart

I was always trying to find it

But it was a hopeless journey

No wound i inflict on myself will ever describe the pain

I cry out, and scream even harder

Your name fades in my memories

As i suffocate in my words

My words were my last resort

But they only got in the way

And never across

I keep on screaming

Even though I've got nothing else to say

I'll keep on running

Although i no longer have anywhere to go

So should I just, disappear?

Would you ever miss me?

Would you ever look over your shoulder and ask "where are you?"

If it's all a dream

        it has to be a dream

Then please, wake me up

Where did you go …

I thought that I was the one who's gone, but I only got lost looking for you

Gone, everything is gone

Everyone is gone

I stand on this empty field

I look at my feet

And see myself sinking

Is it the emptiness that swallows me?

Or am I willing to disappear

In hope that you'll look for me in return?

No words can describe the way i feel

I'm not even sure if anything's still real

I'm giving up

My hope is gone

My life is over

If it was to teach me a lesson

I've had enough…

You were the one I thought could save me

But then, you became the one to drown me

Don't Drown

As I lay at the bottom of my consciousness

I hold my breath and wonder

Am I dreaming?

Am I drowning?

Slowly I stand up

My body heavy as if being pulled down

As I try jumping up

I get pulled down

I lay on my back once again

I look up and see light

I reach out my hand

As if to reach to it

I need to get up

I don't want to stay in this

I look down at my feet and see myself being pulled down underneath the bottom

Am I slowly dying?

Rotting away like a corpse

I go through life like a zombie

Is that all there is?

No, it can't be

I'm not going to accept this

I'm not going to stay in a place like this

I'm not going to suffocate here

"don’t drown" "don’t drown…" I repeat to myself as I slowly get up

I look up and the light gets brighter

The warmth lets me keep going

I jump once again, with the rest of my strength

I can reach it

I know I can

I will

I reach out my hand

And this time you were there

You are my light

You pulled me up when I was at my weakest

As you embraced me, I heard you whisper "don’t drown"

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I wrote this story a while ago, it's called: 1000 Stairs of sin

For committing the worst crime

I went to hell...

I am welcomed by a bizarre and massive creature

"HUMAN, FOR COMMITTING YOUR CRIME, YOU SHALL BE PUNISHED WITH ETERNAL PAIN.

YOU SHALL GO DOWN THE ONE THOUSAND STEPS OF AGONY.

YOU SHALL FEEL THE PAIN WITH EVERY STEP YOU TAKE, WITH EVERY BREATH YOU TAKE"

Horrified i look at the creature.. "Wh-who are you? What are you?!?"

He looks at me with disgust "YOU DARE TO SPEAK!? HUMAN KNOW YOUR PLACE... YOU MERELY ARE A PAWN, YOU HAVE NO SIGNIFICANCE, NEITHER HERE OR ON EARTH!"

What is he talking about? You look around "oh... God..." you see souls being separated from bodies, and then burn in flames as dark as night "HAVE YOU COME TO YOUR SENSES HUMAN? YOU ARE IN THE 7TH DEPTH OF HELL, WHERE ALL THE SCUMBAGS, RAPISTS, MURDERERS, BETRAYERS, LIARS, AND BLASPHEMERS GO! AND I AM THE DEVIL'S - LUCIFER'S GATE KEEPER, THE HUMAN THAT HAS COMMITTED ONE OF THESE CRIMES IS FOR LUCIFER TO BE TAKEN CARE OF, WHERE HE WILL TORTURE YOU UNTIL YOUR SOUL LEAVES YOUR BODY, AND THEN TORTURE YOUR SOUL FOR ALL ETERNITY"

"oh god.. Oh god, oh god, oh god..."

I look around and start running looking behind me looking at the gate keeper

"hah.. Hah.. Hah.."

I run into something making a loud thud

I look up...

"what... How... Is... This... So big..?"

You hear the voice of the gate keeper

"YOU HAVE MADE THE GREATEST MISTAKE, FOOLISH HUMAN!!!"

I look over my shoulder behind myself...

And i see the massive gate keeper jumping, and then landing right behind me

Creating a massive earthquake making me lose my balance and i fall over

"I, BEELZEBUB SHALL PUNISH YOU RIGHT NOW!!!!"

He lifts up his 70floors high axe

And slams the bottom of it in the ground creating an even greater earthquake making me fly in the air

I land heavily on my back

-cough, cough, cough- i have trouble breathing from the impact -cough, cough, cough-

I try to get up but the ground is still shaking which made me lose my balance again and made me fall on my knees -cough, cough- i support myself with one hand and put my other in front of my mouth as if trying to stop the coughing

-cough, cough, cough-

I see the ground open right below me...

In the gap i see stairs... Massive stairs...

The amount seems almost uncountable... If not infinite...

I fall on the first step

"aaaaaagh!!!!" i feel my muscles being burned "aaaaaagh!!! What the fuck is this?! Aaaaagh!!!"

I try to get up but on the moment i touch it with my hands my hands start to burn too

From the pain i start rolling and eventually am on my back

And i look at the gap that i fell through

I see Beelzebub and his last words towards me were "HUMAN DON'T EVEN TRY TO MAKE A SHORTCUT TO THE BOTTOM, YOU'D HAVE MORE LUCK STRANGLING YOURSELF. EVERY STEP WILL BE BRINGING YOU DIFFERENT PAIN... PREPARE YOURSELF FOR THE STEPS OF AGONY"

Still in pain i look at the gap closing...

In panic of being here i get up and try to jump...

I obviously did not reach it... It was much too high...

I fall on your back again "aaaaagh!!!" the pain has returned...

I have no other choice but to go down... I get up and start running towards the second step... Which seems to be miles away...