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Tuesday, 7 April 2015

A story/song i wrote not that long back, its title: locked up bird

Locked up bird
In a rusted cage
Cries on and on
Till its voice is dead

Will someone hear its cries?

Locked up bird
Weeps on and on
Until its eyes are dry

Will someone see its tears?

Locked up bird
Shouts on and on
Until its voice is hoarse

Will someone hear its shouts?

Can you hear it crying?
Can you see it weeping?
Can you hear it shouting..?

Does it get through to you?
Do you hear what it's like to die?

Locked up bird
In a rusted cage..
Screams on and on
But no one hears
No, no one hears

No one hears a dying scream
It keeps on falling
It's just like a dream

Locked up bird
With a dying scream
That no one will ever hear

It sits lonely in a dark and forgotten room
Covered in blood..
The floor is about to disappear

And the bird will keep on falling
Until it crashes

And breaks its heart..

Monday, 2 March 2015

I wrote this last night, when i was feeling a bit down, hope you'll like it. The title: At Night

"The nights are the worst"
Is what she told me...
I agree
It's at night that our minds are getting the most negative way of thinking
Is it because we get tired?
Maybe the effect of the moon?
It's at night that we get lonely...
It's at night that we want to be held the most..
It's at night that we remember our mistakes...
It's at night that our hearts start withering away..
Because at night the silence is the loudest
Our thoughts... Our fears..
No one else can see our tears
It's when we open up to ourselves..
Just so we can wake up with a smile
Just so we can survive until night
Because at night..
That's where all of us fight...

Saturday, 28 February 2015

Another text i wrote, it's about trust, and the way someone uses words, it's title is simply: Trust

Just a word can bring someone to tears
Whether they're tears of joy
Or tears of despair
Is our, and only our choice

A word of hate can bring someone suicide thoughts
But a word of love can push life back into you

There are simple, but also difficult words
Understanding them is only the first step to understand each other
Understanding the meaning behind the words is the second
And the way you take them in is the third

It's these steps that make, but also break bonds

But what if there are no words?
A moment of silence can make your heart beat as fast as a speeding car
But then it can also crash

Looking into your significant other's eyes can make your heart beat in joy
Unless they're crying
Then your heart will beat in sorrow


And then you realise how it's like to be hollow...

Monday, 23 February 2015

First story i wrote today: Hate of feelings

I will scream, and scream and scream
until i rip out my throat

i will cut through my veins so deep i'll get to my soul

i will swallow enough pills to drown in my own tears

Will you be there to save me from myself?
will you come like you always promised to..?
or will you prove to me that your words were as hollow as mine?
 
You once was my love but you've turned into my darkest fears

i lost you, like i lost my heart
i was always trying to be
What you were dying to see

no wound i will inflict on myself will recompensate what i've done

i cry out and scream even harder
your name fades in my memories
as i suffocate with my words

i keep on screaming
but i've got nothing to say

i'll keep on running
but i no longer have anywhere to go

so should i just jump off a building?
run under a car
maybe drown in the never ending abyss
or even hang myself?

You reassured me that everything will be alright
but the next day you told me "let's just stay friends"

You reassured me that i can sleep tight at night
but then you tell me my worst nightmare

if it's all a dream
        it has to be a dream
then please wake me up

stab me with your words like you did before
strangle me with hope that you gave
and drown me in the pieces of our memories
 

Where'd you go i miss you so
Seems like it's been forever since you've been gone

Gone, gone like a shadow in a flashlight
Since then everyone's been asking if i'm alright

No i'm not alright
Everything's wrong
Why do you have to be gone
Come back i need you


No words can describe the way i feel
i'm not even sure if anything's still real

i'm giving up
my hope is gone
my life is over

if it was to teach me a lesson
i've seen enough...